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Wednesday, August 02, 2006

Feeling pointless

Lately, I've been looking around at my accomplishments (or lack there of). Some of my peers have been so successful. And where the fuck am I? I never wanted to be mediocre. I never wanted to lose passion. But what passion do I have? I lack basic knowledge and intelligence. I'm doing a job that is going to get me absolutely nowhere. While I don't hate it, what the fuck is the point? I don't take pictures anymore.

its 100 degrees outside. I'm miserable. I want to escape to some place beautiful. I'm sick of always being sad and always being in pain.

this is no life. It's pointless.


abby! said...

We'll talk about this later but, in the meantime, I shall remind you that I am a secretary.

vanessa.e. said...

first of all, i like the new look.

second, i know how you feel sometimes, but then again look at all you HAVE done. i can list and name plenty! i guess you can't be inspired and productive every moment, but you will be again and you're work will be fantastic. just do what makes you happy in the moment. plus, its 100 degrees outside and who really wants to do anything???